Hello my beloved readership,

at the end of January we can already announce and present the first trends of spring. Check out the meaning of bohemian romance here.

It took me a while this time to get back to myself. I mean, I should and could have known, could have sensed, and to be true I was not really happy those passed months. They had been overshadowed with loneliness, tension and anger – systematic exclusion at its finest. My people also told me afterwards that I did not actually seem happy where I was. But come on, I had found a system that was working for me somehow to get through and I am a damn mother! I am pragmatic meanwhile find strength in myself and see the greater good than belonging to any clique. I do my thing for what actually matters. Do you remember years ago when I opened this domain I talked about compromises? Here you could read about it again. Maybe it is about time to take up this topic again – even though I might have looked as if the compromise is all on my side but so what? Probably that this would not have been the first time that I would have left a toxic space. But well, I tried to see the good around apart from what was stuck immediately to me.

People, I really never felt this deep down, like this was the very bottom and that I could not sink any deeper and that if I would have not made it up from there I would be completely over. It was hard for me to see any spark of hope and I did not know what to do. There were things I did consider but I somehow lost the ability to see the point in them. I wanted to go to the hair dresser, you know, I was excited to get a fresh new style but then I dismissed it because I just saw the money that was missing. I reviewed the passed 2,5 years and somehow I realized how lost I actually was. I got to the point where I did not know anymore who I actually was, not because I was not at all but because with every loss, with every defeat I reflected and changed just to find that no matter how I was it did not match and it was no good. The worst was that all the bitterness changed me so much that I would have not even known how to get back to the person that I was. I did not find my place either, neither with me not with others. Of course, I kept going for my children but I was not actually present.

To be continued…

“Bohemian has something so loud in the very silence it is symbolizing.”

Spring Trend: Bohemian Romance

Bohemian has been one of my very favorite styles for a long time. Ever since I found myself in my early 20s. I loved the simplicity in it as well as the romance it was bearing. Bohemian has something so loud in the very silence it is symbolizing. The colors, the shapes, the fabrics – I feel like this style would give me and soft but intense embrace. And it fits perfectly for spring because it is a love. It is a long and in this very special time I was also longing. Longing to be someone again and belong somewhere without the necessity of a battlefield. This year Bohemian belongs to spring in a romantic way. Silently recovering.

My Look in Details

• Cardigan private
• Blouse by s.Oliver BLACK LABEL
• Skirt by Orsay
• Boots private
• Necklace by s.Oliver
• Watch by Tamaris
• Earrings by TOSH (available at Douglas)
• Lipstick by NYX Cosmetics

Love, Johanna