Olive & Lemon: What More Do You Want?

Hello my beloved readers with the first look of 2020!

The year starts with olive and lemon. It is time to put every heavy dispute aside and start over, apart from an honest apology what more do you want?

At this time of the year I remember something that has happened last year. There was a heavy dispute, based on… how could you call it… each one insisting on the last word or a word at all? To be honest I would need to put effort in remembering properly what was the actual topic of this dispute but I remember that the final trigger which is supposed to lead to the actual story of this look was that someone else wanted to protect me and then a huge misunderstanding came to the surface. (You know as I am superficially reproducing this story I start to remember its details but first of all they are too private and secondly you will see that they would not necessarily matter for the core of this story). Anyway the thing is that this dispute took place with one of the most important people in my life (no I am not talking about the same person about which I wrote in my posts beginning from September 2019) but this person is at the same time one of the hardest to handle people especially when it comes to apologies. Without describing it in detail, I apologized to this person from the bottom of my heart absolutely honestly in my name and the name of the person that wanted to protect me but as the days passed I realized that the problem did not seem to have disappeared. The person was still mad until one day a fourth person (in this whole story) interfered (probably angry of frustration) and said the following:

“The reason why such a war broke out between us was not worth it not at all.”
– Fall4Me

“What more do you want?!” (in order to maintain the privacy I am going to indirectly tell you what else the person said). She knew about the importance of our relationship probably better than anyone else and made it clear to both of us. She made made us realize that we are irreplaceable for each other and that the reason why such a war broke out between us was not worth it not at all(!) and then she referred to my apology and said that I already apologized, what more would this person want? You could not really say that this person that interfered would have any real power over us but she spoke words of absolute truth and I would like to pass this on to you.

A Green Spark of Hope and a Bright Ray of Sunshine

A damped olive green and a pale lemon yellow may not be the brightest colors in the palette but they belong to the color-family of green, the color that is commonly known as hope and life in the very first place and yellow, with which you associate the bright sun, summer and feelings of joy, so no matter in what shade, the start is them and they deliver the same as I want to: there is always hope for anything and good times are to come but the creators are us as well as those who put them into action and adapt to them, equally like with a trend. I am asking and want to ask each one of you for whom an honest and emotional apology is not enough: what more do you want? Why do you make it so difficult and are you actually happy with the situation you cause? No and even if you disagree with this answer I have given in your name it is still a no because there is nothing good about this situation. It spreads sadness, sorrow and pain. This is not what you need, especially not at the beginning of the new year and a new decade. Mistakes happen, it is human and if God can forgive anyone why can you not? What makes you a better or higher being than God that you cannot forgive and set things right? Forgive if you see someone wants to be a part of your life eagerly and puts effort in improving but do not wait for too long and do not expect more than actually necessary.

 

A lemon yellow shirt with oliv green pants.A lemon yellow shirt with oliv green pants.A lemon yellow shirt with oliv green pants.A lemon yellow shirt with oliv green pants.A lemon yellow shirt with oliv green pants.A lemon yellow shirt with oliv green pants.A lemon yellow shirt with oliv green pants.A lemon yellow shirt with oliv green pants.

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Love, Johanna

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